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i never happy these days
i never smile from heart these days
i nvr nvr nvr laugh happily these days
surrounded by blue atmosphere
negative thought running around
cant find any reason to persuade me from thinking negatively
OR i cant find any more reason
i hate myself
feeling bad all the time
around with u guys, i try my best.......to pretend i'm just absolutely fine.
i dun wan to be said emo again. i wan to change, but so sudden i cant change that quick.
so i pretend
pretend to be nothing. pretend not having any problem. pretend tat i heard nothing, ignore those ignorance

sorry, sorry, sorry